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I love to write poetry, and ponder the mysteries of the amazing world God gave us. I'm short, I think it's important to add that little tidbit, because it helps to make me who I am. Without heartaches and breaks I'd be a very different person so I'm trying to learn to not only accept these things but be thankful for them. I grew up with the most amazing woman for a mother, and at a very young age I became a christian and accepted Christ as my personal savior. Without my mother its very likely I'd be a very sad and lost person. I have had many tragedies in my life, but generally I'm a very positive person, because of how she has helped me to look at things. There are some major and minor details of my life I think I should include in this mini biography of my almost eighteen years of life. For starters I was homeschooled for a majority of my schooling. From grade 2-9, and then going into highschool I chose to be held back a year so as not to feel like I couldn't do the work. When going into highschool I was a very insecure 14 year old, wanting desperately to fit in this caused me to change quite dramatically. I started wearing clothes and make-up that looked like those other popular girls and things I'd never really cared much about before. I did care about how I looked but I ended up caring so much I would pick out my clothing for the day thinking about who would like it. That year I went from group to group until I met a girl Stephanie. The closest friend I'd had up to that point, we were able to read each other's thoughts and I finally felt like someone would always care about me like me for me. Needless to say like many best friends we had our ups and downs and eventually got into trouble. My mother saw the path I was going down was dangerous and refused to let me throw away my life and get into things I'd later regret (partying and drugs). Reluctantly I was stuck in a lifeguarding course, the first of many to come. I eventually had no time for a lot of things, and (I believe a very important part of God's plan for my life). Since this has already gotten longer than I had planned I will finish very briefly. I've had my heart broken once, and possibly broken other people's hearts (don't quite know which was harder). I've become a lifeguard, (not hired yet, unless you count summer camp but still certified) I've fallen in love with camp and camp people and made another best friend which we've based the friendship on God and I believe will really last. I'm excited to see where my life will go as I begin the next chapter of my life at hairdressing school in the fall...

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